Are you thinking yet?: Archive

That's a lot of blood...

And it hurts more than I remember… But I have no alternative…

Jan 26th

I hate relapsing.

But my blood is so beautiful…

Jan 26th

No one reads this anymore, so I can finally get...

I hate myself. Deeply and truly. I resent everything I am. And as a result, I resent everyone else as well. I resent happy people, because they don’t deserve their happiness. And I resent unhappy people, because their reasons to be unhappy are more often than not, utter bullshit, they wouldn’t last a day in my shoes. I especially hate people with learning difficulties, who use them as...

Jan 26th

Jan 24th

My chest is full of cider, gin and lightening.

Jan 24th

Seriously losing hope that I'll ever be as happy...

Dec 31st

Dear life...

Why do you hate me?

Dec 23rd

Life feels like trying to catch a butterfly.

With a bulldozer.

Dec 20th

“Old George Orwell got it backward. Big Brother isn’t watching. He’s singing and...”

– Chuck Palahniuk

Dec 20th

“What the fuck happened to us?”

– It was all so promising.

Nov 8th

Apathy sucks.

What happened to all those things that used to motivate me? I need to find those things again. I don’t want to be empty anymore.

Nov 8th

I'll stand on the high ground.

And pull the fucking sky down.

Oct 31st

Ever get the feeling you've been cheated?

Oct 19th

I bought the heartbreak hotel, on my own, with no...

Closed it down and opened the “Fuck you, get over it” bed and breakfast.

Oct 16th

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I've got your poem here. I've put it in this...

I’m setting fire to it, hope that you can read the smoke.

Oct 13th

Bad Riddance to Good Rubbish.

Oct 13th

Oh, I know.

I’m just digging my own grave. Someone help save me from myself.

Oct 13th

I'm sorry I'm not who you thought I was.

Fuckit. I’m sorry I’m not who I thought I was.

Oct 5th

Don't make the same mistakes as me.

Sep 30th

Family is earned.

No one has the right to my love.

Sep 13th

The Scroobious Pip went out one day When the grass was green, and the sky was grey. Then all the beasts in the world came round When the Scroobious Pip sat down on the ground. The cat and the dog and the kangaroo The sheep and the cow and the guineapig too— The wolf he howled, the horse he neighed The little pig squeaked and the donkey brayed, And when the lion...

Sep 13th

Some people where I live don't like me.

And I fucking know it.

Sep 13th

Most people where I live don't know me.

And I fucking like it.

Sep 13th

In the end they are just words.

You give them power when you cower. It’s so absurd.

Sep 8th

Sep 6th

Aug 3rd

Can't sleep.

My dreams will eat me.

Aug 3rd

Jul 19th

We won't be broken. We won't be denied.

Jul 18th

Family is much more than Blood.

Jul 18th

Are we fools and cowards all?

May 24th

The Sleeper has awakened.

May 10th

He who can destroy a thing,

Controls a thing.

May 10th

I must not fear.

Fear is the mind-killer. Fear is the little-death that brings total obliteration. I will face my fear. I will permit it to pass over me and through me. And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path. Where the fear has gone there will be nothing. Only I will remain.

May 10th

Without change,

Something sleeps inside us and seldom awakens. The sleeper must awaken.

May 10th

Is this the shape of things to come?

Apr 26th

“War? War never changes.”

Apr 17th

So apparently I need to tumble more.

Women are so demanding…

Apr 17th

Apr 1st

I'm not afraid to let myself fall for her so hard...

Mar 30th

Reachin' my threshold.

My body’s stupid, stereo putrid

Mar 30th

“It is foolish to presume that There is hope.”

Mar 30th

I wasn't afraid to let myself fall for her so hard...

Guess I should have been.

Mar 29th

My hands still smell of her hair. Her handwriting is still on my heart.

Mar 29th

Note to self:

Optimism hurts.

Mar 29th

Y'know

I was happy, less than an hour ago. Ain’t love a kick in the teeth?

Mar 29th

Or am I?

There is hope. It is foolish to presume that My generation is apathetic and lethargic It will be evident that My peers and I care about this earth No longer can it be said that Environmental destruction will be the norm In the future I will live in a country of my own making I do not concede that 30 years from now, I will be celebrating the 10th anniversary of my divorce Experts tell...

Mar 28th

I am part of a lost generation.

I am part of a lost generation and I refuse to believe that I can change the world I realize this may be a shock but “Happiness comes from within.” is a lie, and “Money will make me happy.” So in 30 years I will tell my children they are not the most important thing in my life My employer will know that I have my priorities straight because work is more important than family I tell...

Mar 28th